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Because I’m so fucked up that I want to die, I want my life to end, I am done, so tempted to self harm, like I want a razor blade… Read more.

So now I hate myself even more. Whatever the fuck is wrong with me is self sabotaging. Read more.

So here’s the silver lining: nobody is reading this because I haven’t shared it with anyone. That’s a relief because I can’t talk about this with anyone except for maybe… Read more.

It’s been the kind of week where I give up. Fuck it all. Fuck this stupid fucked up life. You know, I jumped through all the right hoops to have… Read more.

Have you ever been stuck in a sort of numbing stage? So the cancer “monitoring” is, indeed, apparently still a thing. Nobody ever called me to discuss the results of… Read more.

Okay, so. I’m going to be okay. I don’t know how, and I don’t know when, and that’s frustrating. But knowing that I will survive this and be better for… Read more.

It’s everyday. But lately it’s been ridiculous. How can I uplift others if I can’t even uplift myself? Read more.

I don’t remember if I’ve said this already, but I’ve been dealing with mental illness since I was 14. But I’ve only been treated for mental illness since I was… Read more.

What kind of writer am I anyway? Can’t even think of a title. My anxiety is crazy harsh right now. Tomorrow I’ll be working in and closing the shop on… Read more.

There’s so much going on in my head. I started my job yesterday and it went great. I mainly just observed, but everyone was so helpful and friendly. But I… Read more.