I want to give up

It’s been the kind of week where I give up. Fuck it all. Fuck this stupid fucked up life.

You know, I jumped through all the right hoops to have a decent life. I followed all the advice, I did all the responsible things and made all the responsible choices. And I’m still fucked. So fuck you, whoever is out there. Or whatever. You suck and I hate you so please just kill me you’ve won alright. Stop the pain